byebye school

Wtf, those days been kind of weir, couse , days are passing to fast and its like it was yesterday when I was sick of going to school and now, the test are over, in 2 days, will be like, hello summer goodbye school, well no exactly couse I have to go to the summer school for math, but I don’t really care I mean is just one subject its not even all, just a quarter so no worries. I realize that I been myself again, ive fight with Lourdes, and ju want us to fix it, I don’t have any problem with that, but im not going to be the one who apologize couse im not sorry , I don’t even care, the funniest thing is what she said what people left me when y have hundred friends more than she, a lot of more people to hang up, I mean shes such a loser, but the most weir of all is what si used to be my best friend and we fought , but I don’t care I mean its like I ve never know her and I don’t give a shit about her.so im been myself again causeim started be more cold I don’t fucking know why but well I don’t fucking know anything. For ther part its been more that a yerar without doing that stuff but, I did it, at firsti kneel and I looked at the toilet like,what the fuck im up to do, I mean I knew it was wrong but I just I had to do it, and well, I did it, the feeling of my tear running through my face ,my stomach empty without those pizzas, time a go I did it couse I just it was impossible to live with that fucking feeling of grass inside of me and I just had go get it out. But this time it wasn’t like that couse I did it cause I had to, and when I did it I felt like myself again,but, been myself its not a good thing I mean been me includes stop eating trough up the food, cut myself , be the most cold I can, it something bad,but I still been me and I cant change it, even if I die, im proud of who I really im.